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My heart.
It's beating.
I'm glad.
But...I feel like it's about to burst into flames.
Like a big balloon, and something pointy is going to pop it, you know?
That feeling.

This sucks X( I hate this feeling.
I don't like Troy.
I don't.
I won't let myself to like him.
It's Naomi's opportunity, I won't take it away from her.
They're going to the movies tomorrow.
I hope everything goes well. I really do.
I don't want Naomi to be hurt, no matter how much it hurts me.
Stop it, Jenny.
It's wrong.
It's not right.
Stop it right now.
Stupid me.
I'm just going to get hurt even more. I can't even face him anymore.
He's like your brother okay Jenny? Nothing more.

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Anyways, today, it was quiteeee enjoyable
Rachelle had a small birthday party
Naomi, Carmen, Sofy, and I went
It was nice.
First, we mad our own little clay doll.
Carmen made a doggy :D
Sofy made a skunk ;]
Naomi made a bearrrrr (:
Rachelle made a kitty X)
I made a mouse O___O

Cute? Not at all.

Then we had tea !
it was very good :O
Good stwawbewys ;]
and cookies =D
Rachelle had a good cake too: ice cream coffee cake !
YUMMY X)

After that, we went to the living room and play Monopoly
it was HELLA fun X)
Sofy was always in debt LOLOL
Then Carmen was broke and was in debt. but she bought A LOT of property, so it was okay =]
Naomi was the richest xD AND she owned hella property that everyone kept landing on
UNLIKE ME.
I had lotsa money, but i didn't own anything...LOLOL
stupid me ;]
it lasted for like...2 hours O___O
hella fun though ;]

goshhhhh; today was quite fun.
I'm glad.
beside my stupid balloon-heart that is about to pop X(
Stupid me.
I'm not going to forgive myself for this.